Asked him, what was wrong, but he kept saying "nothing, I'm just tired". But he seemed really evasive and tense around me (while we usually were as close friends as they get). The next day, I was trying to act as if nothing happened. And went to bed on the couch outside the bedroom.
And decided to stop, went to the bathroom took a cold shower. And had no idea the magnitude of what I was doing.Įventually, came to my senses I guess. Did that for another 10 minutes and by now he was fully erect. nothing rough, light caressing =SĪnd 10 minutes later, decided to, well. I touch him on his chest, on his arms, face. Again, I guess I missread the signals and decided I did wanted to be big spooned by him, 10 minutes later he turned over to his side (still asleep, or so he seemed). But about 1 hr later, I feel he's kind of 'big spooning' me. i was there cuddling with him and he had no idea. Being drunk, I kind of fell onto him, but he didn't woke up. I noticed he was already asleep, and decided to take of the headphone from him and place it over on the nightstand by his side. Anyway, I was all confused at the moment really missreading the signals, and hot cause the AC didn't work, and drunk. Since we had to share the headphones, we were laying really, really close. I layed down next to him, still awake, and he said he wanted us both to listen to a CD he brought. about 30minutes later I went to bed also, most of my friends were still on the beach. So, on the second to last night we were there, we were really drunk, and my friend decided to go to sleep (him and me shared a bed). The AC on the house we stayed was not working, also the house was barely enough for 6, and since we were about 18 we had to share beds, floors, couches, pretty much everything. And had a serious crush with my best friend. At that point I was still struggling with my sexuality. When I graduated from high school, some friends (male and female) went to the beach for a week.
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